I still have my headache and its after 2:30 am and as usual i am just finishing my homework. Way to procrastinate!

Tonight Jessie and I had one of our late night convos like we used to. It was good. I missed her. <3 ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to the dance conert, good job everyone, and then to Jamie's. Then we went to the pier where we met Jessica and Mariah. We got free wristbands and went on rides and stuff and then on the swings and thier friend colin came. We went under the pier to his "spot" thingy and it was scary, and my mom came and was all mad so Jamie and I had ( Read more... )

Today I left my phone at home, so if anyone called me anytime today, i am sorry. I was suppose to go out with Pen and Stef today after school today but Pen is really sick(feel better babe, get as much rest as you can to ensure a quick recovery) and Stef had to get her nails done. It's okay though. I wasn't feeling quite up to it anyway ( Read more... )

Tomorrow should be good. =)

Up on the hill at Bill Bott's feild tonight, i felt a sense of freedom and serenity. This was something I needed. I need to find a place I can go to like that whenever i need that feeling, but Bill Bott's is too far and i doubt anyone would be willing to drive me there merely because i want to go. It was very interesting to be up there after dark. ( Read more... )

Fuck, she did it again.
I swear it's everytime we are together.
She makes it out like its my fault.
Is it my fault?
What if everything she says is true?
I wish i could disappear...

This weekend was cool. Saturday was really fun at the time, or at least i think it was ( Read more... )

Why?
Why does it always happen?
I hate this!
I am going to cry.
Why did the thought of me having a chance ever come into my mind?
I never have a chance.
Why does this hurt so much?
Shouldn't I be used to this by now?

AAAhhhhhhhhhhh! I am so glad there is a party tonight. Time to have fun and get away from it all. See anyone who is going

FUCK!

I think he is going tonight. This could be bad...

I was really happy for a few days. Friday night and saturday of last week were really good. This week has been okay and then got worse and worse. Today was alright at school. I hung out with Aysha and Jasmine at lunch and I am spending halloween with them ( Read more... )