I'll never have to buy adjacent plots of earth
We'll never have to rot together underneath dirt
I'll never have to lose my baby in the crowd
I should be laughing right now

the beauty that i encounter in life makes it worth living. people may create meaning in their own lives, which may not be the objective meaning of life but still provides something for which to strive. however, i insist that one must always maintain an ironic distance between this invented meaning and the knowledge of the absurd, lest the ( Read more... )

i want to be alone
i need to touch each stone
face the grave that i have grown
i want to be
alone
before all the days are gone
and darker walls are bent and torn
to pass the time of those who mourn
i want to be
alone
rivers that run anywhere
are in my hand and just up the stair
past the eyes of those who care
who can never be
alone
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success is sweet and sweeter if long delayed and gotten through many struggles and defeats

hopefully after this step, my biggest decision will be.. which car?


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come to me with empty space and fill my eden with weeds


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I am not your rolling wheels
I am the highway
I am not your carpet ride
I am the sky
I am not your blowing wind
I am the lightning
I am not your autumn moon
I am the night