so. i doubt anyone will read this due to the fact ive been gone and left this for so long. thats fine with me. i just need to write ( Read more... )

so i made a mistake. i really really really large mistake. and i regret it. but it happened. and i cant take it back no matter how much i try. and this hurts someone i still love.i dont think she loves me anymore. i could sit here and blame it on hundereds of things. try to make it not my fault. but it was. and i need to take responsibility ( Read more... )

i think ill basically write a happy entry like coops did. i love life too. i love her more than anything. shes...perfect. definelty unlike any girl ive ever met. shes not girly. this is good. shes...well, i cant even explain it. and looks...god, shes insanely gorgeous with a killer body. im in love with everything about her if you can tell. out of ( Read more... )

its been a long few days. it really has. it got up to 103 in hailey today where i was working. i felt like passing out. went and jumped in the river after. that was nice ( Read more... )

thats it. tonight i will do it. im on my way over right now and im jsut gonna go for it. i love her. or rather, im in love with her. i think you understand what i mean. and ive been waiting so long for this moment. i just hope she cares too.

later days.

i need kaus back. i want my bro. it just hit me in a huge wave. fuck, i need someone to pull me out of this...
off i go. this hurts.

later days.

ive decided im gonna kiss coops. just to do it. im not admitting why yet. her comp is broken so she cant read this for the next few days... i was there when it happened. i just felt like saying that. im gonna go find her right now ( Read more... )

so today i was without coops all day. it was kinda sad... being with someone for a while nonstop and then having them leave abruptly is hard. so ill go over and crash at her house again (look out coops, im back ( Read more... )

buy the way... if u wanna add me thatd be fun. and ill return the favor.

shit, that took about an hour to do... coops and i struggled for awhile trying to get this thing started. look, it worked...yay for us. so hello again everyone, im kyle...or ky as they call me. ill be writing more about me later. until then...