This is Rebecca just thought I should let everyone know liz had her baby today <33

i just want to rip someone's head off.
and set them on fire.

my mom's liver biopsy came back negative. :]
she's upset because she doesn't know what's wrong with her.

my platelets dropped to 57,000 from 68,000.
it hardly seems like a big deal anymore.
they're going to continue to see-saw
until i don't know when.

so yesterday & today, i got to feel what it's like ( Read more... )

THURSDAY!!!! & that means i'm
yup, yup, yup.

i told you i had pictures. and i wasn't lying. lol
well, duh. i always have pictures.
why have a digicam if you can't use it, right?

ok, so i take pictures a lot.

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oh & my mom looked up the (bone-marrow biopsy) thing
and it said that it's tolerated pretty well by children
and adults.

i'm not afraid of that, as much as i am the results.

and now i must get some sleep.
cause i took a benedryl and it's doing nothing.
so, i will force myself. and emma.
because she likes to play.

goodnight, friends. <3.

emma is kicking the crap out of me right now.
i don't think she likes garth brooks. lol
but i love this feeling.
she's so strong. i can't wait til i start seeing her feet move
across my belly.
i can feel it on the inside. she does back-strokes, i think.
she moves from one side to the other.
it's an amazing feeling, i swear.

i'm so glad that my situation is ( Read more... )

i really am getting bigger by the day. 
and i'm not complaining.


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prego update.


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last night, i posted at 11:11pm. and nobody noticed.

and tonight, i'm posting at 11:12pm.

i forgot to make a wish.
i hate how stupid and supersticious i am sometimes.

i'm ok with life right now.