I feel it again. It tries to grab hold of me. I should have seen it a couple months ago. It always comes when I am alone, perfect prey. So sly that I don't feel the icy fingers slowly caress my skin, turning me cold. I was terrified yesterday. It was coming for me again. I never thought that I had a say in what it could take from me. I don' ( Read more... )

I read my last entry. I was strange seeing what I typed. I am an introspective person, always trying to figure out my next move, or get to know myself better. Why? what will this accomplish? I am excited for more callenges, more kisses, more people that I can prove wrong, more jobs that show I can pull my own weight. I feel impenetrable, so ( Read more... )

It has been nine months since I have even thought of livejournal, and then, all of a sudden it pops into my head and I get that urge to just type. I had a family trauma wednesday, maybe that was why. My cousin was hit by a drunk driver. I was totally freaked. I also realized that I have a support system at work. People care, it is shocking, ( Read more... )

I LOVE making others uncomfortable. Its just who I am. I HATE it when others make me uncomfortable. ugh, I hate being a hypocrite...

in other news not already known by the general public, i am pretty positive that I will be getting a job at the y. hello there jen, meg, and david

now attatched to the bar along with the light that they shine in your face..... a tv?? what the heck? is that really neccesary? I think not. its things like this that make me want to join some hippie tree hugger group and go live in a hut. sigh...

i just lost the few cool points i had i my possession. i could cry

I want you to not want me to want someone else

people need to update much more often!! yes, i am being a hypocrite.

I PASSED!!! thankyuo to all of you that made this amazing moment possible!!! you know who you are!! I love you all!! This feels so great!

YAY IM DONE!!!! now lets just pray that I did ok! I you want to hang out with me before the 31st or after the 16th of septiembre give meh a call!!