today everything sucks except my outfit and the pancakes i'm about to make.

I got a raise! I also deferred payment on my student loans and convinced the government to pay for my food so I am now all squared away to stow away much-needed gouda for my overseas move.

Also, I don't usually post youtube videos but this one is absolutely necessary.

last night i celebrated the persian new year oakland-style with veggie kebabs and a whole lot of booze. i didn't even realize how blindingly, slobberingly, completely non-functioningly drunk i was until i woke up on bart and realized i'd spent the last hour or so dead asleep riding that train all over the yay with a mostly drunk bottle of brandy ( Read more... )

it is night time on sunday and i have no idea what happened with my day. i don't even know what i did today. i had such lovely plans to spend a relaxing day reading and sewing and cleaning. but i did . . . nothing? i remember lying on my bed for a while feeling unmotivated and then angry with myself for being unmotivated. then i took a nice walk to ( Read more... )

this picture pretty much sums it up.


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for the first time ever, in 24 years, the weather listened to my greatest christmas girlhood wish, and seattle had SNOW on christmas. it wasn't a lot and it didn't last long, but there was snow and that is all that matters. i go back to sf tomorrow feeling very satisfied, having slept 12 hours almost every single night, and hung out with my family ( Read more... )

One of the couples that i work for is going to take me to see etta freaking james because i am THE BEST NANNY EVEEEEEER.

this weekend has gone by in a bizarre drunken haze. wandering around drunk with sabrina = awesome. comforting my ex-girl / current what-the-hell-do-you-call-us while she freaked out and had a bad ecstasy trip = terrible. the bourne supremacy =the right movie to cheer you up after you spent your saturday night comforting said girl. later getting a ( Read more... )

you guys are sweet ( Read more... )

so i needed a mattress. i got on craigslist and hours later courtney and i were haulin' that thing home on bart. then i needed a job that would be sort of part time, and let me work from home and make my own hours. so i got on craigslist, sent out an e-mail, and now, 24 hours later, i have one. YAY ME.