i thought this is what you wanted. without all the mess. you seemed to not care, i only thought it right. i hate what you do to me. i wish only the best, and i know you will go on. if you are to pass by me again on this road, this life, what will you do?
...candles all around. all have been lit. some burned out, old flames still blazing, and a new addition. one with a flame i have never seen before. beautiful and bright. there they all are, and there they will remain, never to be forgotten.
19... dont feel it at all. turned out to be a great day. never knew how much i missed you hun hun. full moon tonight, the perfect finish to a day designated to me. i wish i could get a car, something new to drive besides the ole mother falcon. oh well, im 19, time to plan how to get rich quick (i wish).
i thought i could trust people. i thought i heard honor in their words. funny how we are creatures of habit. not in a good mood. ....one day of school, something to look forward to. one thing to declare: this summer will be a summer of change.