Sometimes it feels good to come across someone worse off than yourself, it kind of makes me feel good. Not in a mean "haha my life is more rad than yours" kind of way, but in a way where you realise that perhaps you should be happy with what you have, because it really isn't that bad ( Read more... )

So much has been happening I don't even know where to start. I would blow the dust off my journal if I had any idea where I could find it...buried in some box, somewhere I guess ( Read more... )

I feel my life turning into a massive bundle of uncertainty right before my eyes, and i'm powerless to stop it. Within the next weeks/months, i might need to quit my job and find another one, i might be going to uni, i might need to move back home away from my boyfriend. Nothing in my life is going to be the same. Nothing will be for the better ( Read more... )

Making a slap dash trip to Melbourne last week seemed like a pretty good idea at the time, and an even better idea while i was there. It felt strange being alone for such extended periods of time. I thought i would thrive on it, but i guess i was wrong again. I didn't dislike it, but being in such a big city and not being with anyone only ( Read more... )

*note* the post that follows, is painfully self induldgent and i pity anyone who reads it. I wrote it because i needed to just write and get it out and figured it's about time i actually posted something on here ( Read more... )

Not a great deal has been happening lately, in fact i've been home online most days, yet somehow there still seems to be a distinct lack of posts on my lj. Being unemployed definitely has it's ups and downs. I feel like i've achieved absolutely nothing, but every day seems to fill so quickly. And I almost dread getting a job, because if i can't ( Read more... )

Everything feels really weird at the moment. It's like i'm completely out of control, as though it doesn't matter how hard i try, that nothing I can do will change the outcome. As though everything that happens already has it's set path and there is nothing we can do about it. I know that sounds illogical, because it does to me too, but at the ( Read more... )

Hello friends and lover ( Read more... )

In the midst of an ordinary Christmas and a crappy new year, we still managed to have some cool adventures. Fishing, eating, fishing, fishing, driving, frolicking and a bit of fishing. Oh, and digging for worms. Only special people may see the photos...

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Ugh. I just finished my first proper job interview ever and now i don't know what to do with myself. Well i do, because i'm meant to start work in about 8 minutes, but i feel like i can't. My feet are so sore from wearing stupid high heels and i hardly slept at all last night. I almost feel that if i don't get the job, it will be a relief because ( Read more... )