I've spent my life doing everything I possibly can for everyone I know, why can't anyone return the favor?

Its the people you trust the most that let you down the hardest.

I'm not suicidal, I just can't get out of bed
I drift into a deep fog, lost where I forgot to
Hold it, I can feel you most when I'm alone
I can feel your ghost when I'm alone

I've changed so much this year, I don't even recognize myself.
Change is good, though.

Also, Monday made it 6 months since I last smoked a cigarette.

P.S. this game is so cute.
www.escapegames24.com/2010/08/hanamushi-pocks-friend-walkthrough.html

P.S.S. Happy birthday.

If your heart was simple just like mine is,
Then you would know just how it feels
When someone takes advantage of your kindness
You think you're never gonna heal.

If you soul was deep just like mine is
Then you would know not to give up
Keep my faith even through the darkness.
Yeah, I still believe in love, I still believe.

Finally on meds for my hypothyroidism.
Unfortunately I'll have to take them for the rest of my life.
Goodbye liver. HAHA.

Bloodwork so far.

Cortisol- 8 out of 14.
Thyroid - 1 out of 5.
Vitamin D- 19 out of 60.

Whyyyy so unhealthy.

DIAGNOSED: Hypothyroidism & Adrenal Fatigue.

So I got a job!
I started working on Tuesday, I work in a pizza place, I'm getting good at stretching doughs and shit but last night people were constantly ordering Combo grinders and Dinners so I got stuck doing that shit. Running back and forth making food and restocking shit in the walk in cooler. My boss always asks us if we want to order out ( Read more... )

Fatigue. Fatigue. Fatigue.

June 10th = Graduation.
I'm not excited, mainly because I technically graduated in November.