Fuck you friends. All I wanna do is eat 10 pounds of turkey and mashed potatoes and bathe myself in cranberry sauce. Screw you and yer devotion to Godly things. You are miserable and you know it. Fuck yer new boring and sorry excuse for a boyfriend. I mean. You two will be fine. Especially because this time he lives sooooo close. Wisconsin isn't a ( Read more... )

Tonight will be the beginning of one of the craziest drinking weekends in a long time. Excited I am. Because my costume is the best one I think I have ever had. Spectacular, nothing short of. I was disappointed about Madison falling off the radar but since my plans in Dekalb have formed I think this Halloween will totally redeem itself. Go alcohol ( Read more... )

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We are now accepting applications for our spin the bottle party. May 28th (Saturday) on Chicago's north side. We're looking for approx. 10 people - boy and girls - to join us. We're two 20-something friends (one male, one female-me) who think that having a drink and making out is more fun AFTER high school. If you're interested, please reply with ( Read more... )

My bloggy deal is all of the depression style...not painting a good pic of me. I shall try to be more chipper on here. I guess this just means that when I'm happy I'm having so much fun that I don't have time to sit here and type. Hmm.

I'm quitting the Bistro. All of you will have to visit my ass elsewhere..maybe when I'm a starbucks whore.

This has been the most life altering set of weeks I believe I have ever had. And I mean it. So many situations to deal with and therefore, many attempts to send it all packing. Something has went off...ignited....ruptured in my head. It was my father being close to terminal, or maybe it was my so called love life. No. Maybe it was everything. The ( Read more... )

Friday night. I need to do homework but I can't, I feel dead. My throat is throbbing for some unknown reason and I'm really down. I can't stop thinking about my future and where I want to be. This major has lost any excitement it ever had. I don't care. Honestly. For the first time I truly want out. I don't wanna be here in this podunk town. I ( Read more... )

Okay, Kids. I know those of you that have read my previous entry are expecting an update. My dad is fine. Not excellent, not happy or at all comfortable but stable. He is still in much pain but he is alive and awake. He is even joking around with us. It is a relief to know he hasn't been effected by the oxygen loss. His belly is still fragile and ( Read more... )

I've been at OSF now for approx. 28 hours. I didn't sleep at all last night and if it wasn't for the computer access in the waiting room I think I would be pacing myself to death downstairs. Everyone in this room is asleep, curled up in chairs or pull out beds, exhausted from anxiously awaiting good news about the person they are here for. This has ( Read more... )