I feel like I'm one step closer to the girl I want to be.

I've found out a lot of things about myself lately. Time by myself has done the trick.
And I think it's ridiculous and funny that I'd never become fully conscious of these things until now.

I really love being outside.
     Spring breezes lift my spirits high.
          Laying on a blanket ( Read more... )

I should have updated this days ago.
I should have updated this as soon as it happened.
But it's hard to write about something when there's not much you feel about it.

Ian and I broke up last week. To be specific, we broke up April 6, ten days before my birthday. 
We sat in the secret garden by the business building and he talked. He talked then I ( Read more... )

I awake lonely in my too small bed ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty miserable right now. And it kinda sucks balls.
Well, not miserable. That's a pretty ridiculous overstatement.
I'm just feeling a bit insecure about myself at the moment.
But if I don't start going to the gym soon, I will feel miserable and tears will start falling ( Read more... )

This is odd. I haven't been in a place like this in years. It's a melancholy place, but not a sad one. It's an empty place, but not a lonely one. It's an immersed place, but also aloof from the thick of it all ( Read more... )

I don't want to turn into one of those kids. Those kids who's cool clothes and ever colder shoulders would scoff at the thought of simplicity. Those kids who are not happy with the world around them, the life they lead. Those kids searching but never finding something to fill the void. Those kids who have thought everything, tried everything, but ( Read more... )

College. It's where I am physically, sitting amongst thousands of thriving, healthy bodies making the most out of it all. Mentally...I don't even know. Middle school comes to mind. A scared, self-conscious feeling creeps up on me. Slowly, up my fingers and arms, my worries and temptations, my flaws and past mistakes, crawl through my system, ( Read more... )

I have the best big sister anyone could ever wish for.

I ♥ Dana.

It's been so long since I've written in this thing. I've noticed it mostly happens late at night when I'm procrastinating on something, and so here we are ( Read more... )

Many things have been left unsaid in the long eventful weeks since my last post, but I feel the need to take advantage of this uncharacteristically poetic hour ( Read more... )