Meghan's wake was today. I saw people I never want to see. I talked to people I never want to talk to. I went in there wanting to get in and out and I was in there a lot longer than I wanted to be. She looked so fake, it still hasn't hit me that I'll never talk to her again. I guess I can at least think back to the last time I saw her and know that ( Read more... )

So yesterday and today I went to the hospital to visit my homie Meghan Rice. I don't feel like typing what happened to her but she did overdose and she is going to die. At first I was super pissed because I just do not have the tolerance for drugs and I haven't for quite sometime. But in the end she was a friend and a good person and I know she ( Read more... )

I really can't stop listening to Homesick. It's so freaking awesome and makes me super happy. I hung out with Christian and TJ tonight. I haven't seen Christian in I can't remember how long. But it was good to see him. We ate friend chicken and potatoes. It was most excellent. My birthday is in a week. That's pretty much the biggest thing going on ( Read more... )

so with so many things looking so grim lately I was kind of losing faith in everything. broke, bored and always tired. then two days ago my tax return came and I got a big chunk of cash. enough to pretty much pay off almost everything I'm in debt to. anyway, I needed something like this. it took a lot off my shoulders. I may be broke at the end of ( Read more... )

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I don't think anyone really understands my obsession with Tom Waits. Just everything about him. His voice, attitude, writing and charisma. I can never match that. I can always find a song by him that matches exactly what I feel. No other artist or band can do that. Thank you Mr. Waits.

Dear 2008,
You sucked mega hardcore. You were a terrible year and I'm glad you are over with. Once more with feeling, FUCK YOU!

Sincerely,
Mike

DOOM!!!

made me lose faith in everything. I had a good night, but the stuff that happened put me into shock. In general I think I'm just gonna crawl in my room until I have to move out and then repeat said process in my future domicile.

I'm spending this Thanksgiving alone and I feel like I should be mad. But I'm not. I get to spend it with my puppy and watch the Jackson 5 movie on VH1. I'm pretty happy. Too much went on last night to actually bitch about. But I did hit my head on the nice concrete ground and it only took me an hour later to realize my head was bleeding. But it's ( Read more... )