now official

i'm screwed

i don't know what the fuck i'm doing most of the time

feelings are silly sometimes

gah bleh uh err gah

i totally get myself in to really ridiculous situations. I'm not sure how or why this happens, or how to change it... or if I wanted to change it...

life and feelings and logic are silly things

moving sucks, packing sucks.

i am exhausted...

I don't know why I do this to myself...

Also writing about yourself in a professional way in essay format is really freakin' hard.

I really really really really really need a job... it's getting way too depressing.

what the fuck is wrong with me - sorry had to throw that out there