i keep having dreams of exactly what's going to happen when i wake up. and they're all of worst case scenarios! i miss spaceships and hot love affairs with movie stars and super powers. where is my childhood!

my heart hurts so bad because i dont know whats happening and i dont know how to fix it.

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bleehhhh dependency.
and sleeping in this too-big new mattress that does not feel like mine.

every time i go to the convenience store, i forget what i originally wanted, choke, and buy cheese. cheese is not what i want at 9 am! coffee and cheese are not the same.

something i am learning: it is not worth it to be mad for more than five minutes when ian yells, "SABOTEURRRRRR!" and messes up my under par score at wii golf. etc.

politics shmolitics.

ignorant people make me want to puke.

i'm sick of being late on the banana train.
i forgot how to effectively froth milk.
my room is a disaster.
i have a 20 minute speech tomorrow on a fake-osaur.
i need a scanner.
& i get to wear a mustache for halloween.
things are grande bueno.

I CAN'T DO IT.

i'm so in my head. all the time. and i'm sick of it.