Lately it seems as though i am the warden to my own mind, and ive lost the key to the cell. It all seems so close yet far away. I know i should just simply do it because i think i am overanalyzing. I want to move back to Lubbock, but i have to take control of myself. I want to get on with it instead of just lingering around here with my mom ( Read more... )

You don't wanna spend time with your inner self ( Read more... )

I wanna have control ( Read more... )

Well, I'm just sitting here bored and by myself at Cliff's house. Yhe guys are all at work and school. Oh well. I'm going to see some weird show tonight with Cy, Gerber, Eric and maybe a couple others. Cy saw this band in Austin and said it was badass! Its only $8 to get in too. Not bad. So I got here last week, and I was gonna leave ( Read more... )

A momentary silence of stars ( Read more... )

Scavenger to forage Earth ( Read more... )

Fear is masterbation ( Read more... )

Pay for your health ( Read more... )

Well, the trip I was dreading actually turned out to be an alright experience, good even. I think part of it is just having to put on your parental game face- AKA: no swearing in front of younger sibblings, acting like you somehow have your life together even if you don't, or drinking too much beer at the house where they will all condemn your ( Read more... )

Wow! I just talked to my little brother to tell him happy birthday, and it turned into an argument beginning with me telling him not to bitch too much about something or rather. He made the "omg" smiley and acted like he was offended b/c I used that word, even though it had nothing dorrogatory attached to it. I asked why that word was bad bad and ( Read more... )