thanksgiving really sucks because i have no where to have thanksgiving dinner but its okay im not hungry anyways. last night was sooooooooooooooo funny me,amanda,brandon,steven,and matt smoked a blunt and me and amanda were the only normal ones. brandon and matt were FREAKING out!!!! it was fucking hilarious. matt fell out of the car.i slept all ( Read more... )

i had the best sex ever 2day!!!! OMG it was incredible! Heather would so freak out if she found out....LOL serves her right. he will always be my baby, thats just how its has been and how it always will be.he was my first love and i hope hes my last. it kinda sucks cause i cant be with him but at least he is still mine. sometimes i question his ( Read more... )

WOW!! the guy that i love more than anything is leaving for the navy and i doubt i will ever see him again. i guess it really doesnt matter because he has a new gf and i never see him anyway.i miss my jordyn sooooooooooooo much!! lol love ya girl....anyways i got all these nasty skank bitches talkin shit about me and its really startin to piss me ( Read more... )

i wish i could take everything back and forget about you....both of you. im just a bitch to bot of you. how could you tell me that you loved me and then break my heart with no regrets.you were my life and now what am i gonna do?!?!? i guess this is goodbye....forever. *the hardest thing to do in life is watch the one you love,love someone else* ~ ( Read more... )

have you ever been torn between 2people?? i dont know what to do i love them both but dont know whichone really7 loves me...or if even of them do.with one i feel so passionate with the other i feel like im being cared about and loved.my best friend is falling for the love of my life.this really sucks but at least i had fun at homecoming last night. ( Read more... )

WOW!! its been a long time since i wrote in this but anyway......one of my best friends completely stabbed me in the back.she said that she would never do anything to hurt me maybe she doesnt realize that she already has. shes falling for my ex and i still really love him, he was my first love. i have jason and he is the greatest guy ever but it ( Read more... )

i am in love with 2 totally different people! 1 is the sweetest guy i have ever met and th other one is the love of my life but i dont either of them to get hurt. yesterday Steven blurted out that he loved me and called me baby. its weird but it kinda made me happy. i dont want to hurt jason because i really do love him, i know steven will hurt me ( Read more... )

i went up to mott community college today , it was pretty cool i guess. i miss jason so much, i know i see him all the time but i still miss him. things have been getting better no more drama for me(YES!!!!) the only thing that i am pissed of about is that school is starting. i hope september never comes so that jason wont have to leave me. i think ( Read more... )

i talked to the love of my life 2day(ahhhhhhhhhhhh).i love him so much and there is nothin i can do about it *tear**tear* i cried all day because i miss bein his one and only. heather is comin over so she can cheer me up!! hopefully i can smoke 2night because i really need it. jordyn needs to come home because she keeps me laughing and right now ( Read more... )

2day has been pretty kick ass im hangin out with all my friends cause i missed them soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. Im getting a pack cigarettes thank god!!!!!Ya know what i hate?? i hate when a guy likes you but you have no interest in them and no matter how many signs you give them they just wont give up. only 7 more days until i go to Nebraska ( Read more... )