... I have a father. And I forget he probably he has feelings and emotions exactly like mine. He just chooses to drown them of influence them away. He probably feels really alone right now and helpless. I'd probably be in bad shape too if I were in his position. But, he put himself there ( Read more... )

I think there's two of me in me. Like, in my head. There's like a whole seperate system that works beneath the thought processes that are normally going through my head. Like a hidden mechanical sub-concious underworld that's under the un-underworld. OOOOO. Messed up.

... That I was driving on the freeway and I was approaching an overpass. Under this overpass there were two children playing. The one child who was off to the right of me was wearing a helmet, the other child was a little girl in a little girls velvet red dress, she was directly in front of me sprawled out on the ground. I ran over the girl and ( Read more... )

... I've been working at Toys 'R' us and all. I run register, I thought I sucked at first, but I go used to it. Friday was "Green friday"; the busy shopping day of the year. The placed was packed at 6am, I was there at 4:45am and I didn't get off until 12:30pm. Needless to say, it was a long day. I only got yelled at once, which is nice. But, she ( Read more... )

I'm having such an amazing day. I landed a job at Toys 'R' Us assembling bikes and stuff. Everything is just working out perfectly and I LOVE it.

All thanks to God.

Amen.

-Dex

God, it's been a long week. It's left me so disappointed with people. The weekend was basically a concentration of every single problem that my whole network of close friends is involved in. From Ryan to Kathlynn to my sister to Kristin to Sheri to Sean, everyone. It's been seriously messed up beyond comprehension. So much drama going on, so ( Read more... )

I had an all round good time ( Read more... )

Wednesday ( Read more... )

I still had a blast at the show even though it didn't go very smoothly. Rocked out my hardest and just had fun with it.
She didn't come, though. Maybe I'll visit her. Vancouver isn't too far away. I could take a train. I like trains.

Tonight we're playing a show and I don't know how it's going to turn out. We aren't very rehersed with ourset. But, hopefully we do well.
And a girl is coming down from Canada to see us possibly. But, wait, there's more! She's very much coming down to see me even. I'm not sure how I feel about that.