Starting over, all over again.

I guess a quarter-century is as good a time as ever.

I made you a present you never expected ( Read more... )

I think it's over.

?

How did I get back here all over again?

There is a part of me that truly wonders whether I will ever really be happy, or if I'll spend the rest of my life waiting for that to happen. I look back on my 24 years, and honestly, I have always felt passionately about my sadness; there has always been some unrest within my soul ( Read more... )

WTF!

I'm crazy today.
This is crazy today.

It doesn't feel real.

I felt like escaping.
In a moment, I realized I didn't know where I'd go.

Haven't felt this in years.

I woke up suddenly this morning, alert, and with an undeniable feeling of sadness ( Read more... )

Hey kids ( Read more... )

History is repeating itself.

Will we never learn?

I am at my wit's end and I feel like just giving up. I don't know what else to do anymore or where to turn. I've tried everything. I've spent so much money and nothing has worked so far. I've been told to try a dermatologist. I've been told to try a natural solution. I've been told to stop eating certain foods. I've been told it has nothing to do ( Read more... )

I hate America.

Sorry to offend anyone with such a blunt first statement. But,

Americans have already spent over 20 BILLION DOLLARS today alone, shopping for ChristmasSick sick sick sick sick. 20 Billion dollars in less than one day of shopping. Sick sick sick sick sick. Can you imagine if we combined the cost of the Iraq war with this ONE day of ( Read more... )

I think it just hit me that I won't be home Christmas Eve, or morning. And now I can't stop crying. I don't want to be this far away forever. Sometimes I hate it. But I love Portland, I love my life here. What can I do? How can I fix this?I just want to hug my parents, and see my sisters and brother whenever I need them. And I'm entirely too far ( Read more... )