I can't handle it anymore. I'm driving myself crazy. I miss talking every night about nothing in particular and going for long walks through the park and touching your skin and kissing your soft lips and watching the sun go down and playing board games and hanging out with our families and feeding the birds and driving two hours just to see you for ( Read more... )

Here's some updates for our last semester at Marshall!!!!

Winterfest: February 10, 2007 (1 month, 2 days left)

Mid-Winter Break: February 23, 2007 (1 month, 2 weeks, 1 day left)

Spring Play: March 9, 2007 (2 months, 1 day left)

Spring Break: March 30, 2007 (2 Weeks, 2 Days Left)

Prom!!: May 5, 2007 (1 month, 3 weeks)

Class Night: May 18, 2007 (2 months, ( Read more... )

I've found that my mind is most active when I am trying to fall asleep not when I'm actually trying to concentrate on something.

I don't want to be here anymore. I hate it, but then again I know I'll miss it. I wish I was still a little girl, with not a worry in the world.

Well I hit a deer on the highway and totaled my truck. I have a good couple thousand dollars worth of damage. How the hell am I going to pay for that? Someone just shoot me now and get it over with.

I'm sitting in child psychology right now and we have to look up family fun on the web. These stupid computers are so filtered that they won't let me get to anything with fun in the name because it is considered "Entertainment." The funny thing is that it let me get on my livejournal and email. My homework assignment is considered "Entertainment," ( Read more... )

I hate that some girls are so competitive. If I've got something good going for me and I'm happy then just back off!! There's no reason to start a competition.

I'm so full of anxiety. I don't know what to do with myself. I can't eat, I can't sleep, my heart races, my mind feels like it's all jumbled in a million thoughts of disaster. I can't do anything. I try to preoccupy my mind on homework and things, but I can't. One second i'm fine and then the next i'm a blubbering idiot. I feel like I don't have ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just feel so tired of living my life...it's physically and emotionally draining.

Hello again journal..long time no write ( Read more... )