it has been a good eight months, yes a long time that is.. i still find myself stuck in my own shadow; unable to move on. i know i've been dwelling on the past which didn't make me any stronger ( Read more... )

i still remember how much you wanted to know me, then. i reminiscence on the times which both of us got so excited just talking on the phone. those days were special. or should i say, one of the best moments of my life. you once said you will cherish me, because i am not easy to get. yet, you backed out just when i decided to give my whole heart to ( Read more... )

if i’m walking with someone else ( Read more... )

i saw you on the street today..i didn't had the courage to go up to you!.. it was an awkward feeling which i can't describe.. how contradicting it is that i said in my novels to always take courage and boldness to face a realtionship like this.. yet, i can't even do so myself!.. i really felt like a loser now ( Read more... )

my heart sank.. i don't feel secure anymore.. one disappointment after another.. i had enough!.. whatever you say don't make sense anymore.. i needed your love, your care, everything of yours.. but you simply refuse to pour out.. am i the problem?.. or just what is the problem ( Read more... )

every conversation of ours became yours.. all i could hear is "i", "me" and "myself".. what is this? are you being too selfish? or.. too self- centered? i am clueless, at all ( Read more... )

i warned myself to give up on you, never to look to you again.. but when that strong hand touches mine that night.. my heart melted.. i am all yours yet again.. why do this to me? you knew that i would give in.. you knew my weaknesses.. i am falling in love with you all over again ( Read more... )

you held me in that poor, strong arms of yours.. i laid there, amazed at the love you poured out.. i could not hold my tears.. yet, i uttered not a word.. yes, i was upset at myself.. i was not good enough for you.. i was afraid you might leave me.. will you ( Read more... )

time really flies.. it seems like yesterday when we first met.. and in a blink of an eye.. we had since gone our separate ways.. persuing the desires of our hearts.. feels like i'm back to square one ( Read more... )