What happens to lost letters?

[superstarof65]

This is my first public entry in ages and I'm asking myself why I'm doing this while I'm putting it out there. I think maybe It's because I've never wanted bad blood, but sometimes I just don't know how to cut and run. When I see an out I take it, even if it's not the best way to leave. Maybe you never wondered why, and I've questioned it. My

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[iluvromeo]

. . .
you re right about things never being the same
but would you ever want them to be the same??

im still not sure

the reason i finally decided to visit your lj
is because i keep having these weird dreams about you guys

hope you guys are doing good ^_^

[superstarof65]

It's odd that you replied today of all days. You have been in my dreams as well and I suppose that's what makes it odd. Also because I expected to never hear from you again...truthfully I thought maybe I'd run into you and it would be an awkward situation.

I really don't think I'd want things to be the same. In a way I understand why they happened, we're supposed to learn from everything aren't we? I'm glad they happened actually, everything that seemed horrible at the time, all the numbness, an occasional happiness...made for something that was in a sense almost magickal. We'll never be those girls again, and I like to think that's because we're growing up.

Things are going well here.
I hope all is well with you.
Take care. :)