praying and taking this natural relaxing agent that isn't illegal isn't helping my calm down so now i'm journaling in hopes that I may fall asleep. Life just isn't the way it should be ya know? I don't want to die but I'm really looking forward to heaven ( Read more... )

So life has actually been pretty interesting recently. not really good interesting, but interesting. The kind thats makes you think that you can't do anything for your future. Why does life always have to mess wth you?

Not so pissed off as last time.

So right now I’m in Florida staying at my aunt and uncle’s house and I’m typing on their computer (which is kinda weird… Left handed and key board is really different) Things are just better now its not as stupid 30 as last time but that’s for the better.

I have lots to do most of its school related. I have to:

Sign ( Read more... )

So yeah Its been a LOOOONG while. Things are SHIT CRAZY, and surprisingly enough it isn't school. (which by the by I'm at Western now for those who didn't know) Normaly I'd put my heart on my sleeve for an entry. But that hasn't been my thing for a while ( Read more... )

For those who don’t know I recently got Tetris for my cell phone, and now I’m addicted. While I was playing a couple of days ago and I came up some life lessons ( Read more... )

Name 5 of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick 5 people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used. Tag 5 people on your list ( Read more... )

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So here is the deal. 52 minutes ago it was my birthday. I think that its unfortunate to have a birthday at this time because 1. I’m busy. 2. Everyone else is busy. Why? Because we all have big papers to do projects to finish and for those who are over achievers… study for finals. However my birthday was cool. I worked on art and a junk load of ( Read more... )

Ok whoever said knowledge is power is full of shit. So these past I guess 3 weeks I haven’t been able to do what I’ve needed to do, which you’ve guessed it IS NOT GOOD. I know my friends are tired of me messing up with my life because I am. I’ve been scared a lot recently; I’ve been scared that I haven’t learned a damn thing from last year. I’m ( Read more... )

So here is the deal… It’s a big deal really. For people who know my struggle for Christianity/ church you’ll be like knocked down ( Read more... )