i've never been as consistently unhappy as i am now
i have nothing in common with anyone i know anymore

the people you surround yourself with should bring out your good qualities, not your flaws
right?

with that being said, 
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

crossing lines that shouldn't be crossed
pretty much my most prominent quality

it's all downhill from here

i can't pinpoint exactly what it is about my life that is so fucking weird/awkward/uncomfortable

familiarity is so rare

i forgot what it feels like to feel good in my own skin

EVERYONE I KNOW IS SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE!

i am pretty positive that i will not make it through this winter without missing everything about the last one.

lately, i really just can't help but feel like the most ordinary person in this whole city.

i'm seventeen today.

and oh my god you have no idea how frightening that is.

can't i just stop growing up!?
it's happening too fast.
stopstopstopstop!