I'm not terribly certain how my night went. I seem to recall having gone to sleepy_kitty's house and talked to her online, but as of right now (nearly 9am) I am very fuckered up. I probably decided to do something disreputable with over-the-counter pharmaceuticals. Yeah ( Read more... )

By all rights, I ought to be happy. I have a good job, people who care about me, people to care about, talent, good looks, and god knows what else. All I can think about is the bad stuff sometimes. I often feel so useless. I should have accomplished something big by now. But what? Why the fuck can't I just be grateful? Why do I always have to have ( Read more... )

Shiiiiitfire....I'm wore the fuck out ( Read more... )

I'm back. I am home. I was housesitting for a friend for the better part of a week, and working many double shifts and basically just drinking and crying myself to sleep every night. Damn work. At least I don't have time to spend any money ( Read more... )

Cute, in a sick way.

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So, I, out of curiosity today, typed in "goth christian" on yahoo to see what it would come up with. Apparently, there is a gothic christianity movement and who is it run by but protestants. Which pretty much means it's a lame tactic to convert troubled teens. If one is going to be goth and christian, one ought to be at LEAST an old rite catholic ( Read more... )

i got a new job (at the same place) without even trying, meaning I am now full-time and in the kitchen. nice. much nicer ( Read more... )

yeah, elaboration ( Read more... )

I got back in from Greensboro to being yelled at by my roommate's daughter for the shit her mom stored in her room that was not my fault. After moving it all out, I took a nap. Claritin is not non-drowsy. Of course, it could be that I only got about 4 and a half hours of sleep. But anyway, I don't really care to be bitched at by 18 year olds who ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday was busy....went to greensboro, did a lot of power-hanging out, and went to meet a friend at 12:30am at a diner...who almost decided not to come, which would have made me mad enough to shit fifteen bricks. But, he did, and we had a lovely conversation, even though most of it was me yammering nonstop due to the four cups of coffee I ( Read more... )