today my heart hurt so bad i felt like my clavicle might cave in ( Read more... )

fell in love with an italian.. five days ago it got bad.
i got home three days ago. my heart is in someones hand, somewhere far away. the life will go on. saturday i leave for the camp for children with AIDS. i must figure out my life for the fall... the most beautiful things in my life are the most inconsistent.

determination.

my aunt feeds me well,
my cousins have pretty faces.
there are cute lacross kids here tonight,
i miss my friends.

hey everyone who looks at my journal ( Read more... )

well, i just graduated.
feeling weird.. feeling young. sad. reflective. remembering.
it was a nice night, everybody was so happy and pretty.
what will the next section of my life bring?
i think an official closure was good for me.
love.

i rarely feel like this,
but today i feel like people
are assholes.

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drinking san pellegrino aranciata, thinking about the past.
i just read a novel where the girls mother says your past is nothing and the girl makes shrines in suitcases and holds on to her past. it was a beautiful story. my throat is burning from pepper jack cheese and money is bleeding in to minds.

asia taught me so many things.
i just love people so much. a movie, a song, a pretty day.
a smile, a voice. every second now i realize how much i really love people. today it made me cry.
i think maybe my heart just grew a few sizes bigger while i was away.

so i'm back in pennsylvania ( Read more... )