i can't believe i leave in three freakin' days.
what will three months bring?

if you want my email or voicemail while i'm away, let me know.

te amo.

"neccesity knows no magic formulae- they are all left to chance. If a love is to be unforgettable, fortuities must immediately start fluttering down to it like birds to francis of assis's shoulders."

my lip is messed up.

i.am.so.tired.of.work.

giving is hot, stress surrounding money is not.

where have all my flowers gone?

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why are my friend so sad?
i wish they would be able to remember how to see the things that do make them happy. it breaks my heart.

i'm in one of those funks where i really feel like crying, but i just keep on laughing.

life is like a skeleton.

five really great movies:
y tu mama tambien
amelie
requiem for a dream
waking life
dead poets society

shit, kids. there's so much missing in my heart.

my heart breaks when my dad calls me a moron and my bones shake from the inside. i feel like shit and start to recollect all the happy moments and stare at the reflection of the sad. feeling like this is feeling like shit.

my lip hurts. i'm trying to see stevie tonight. hopefully they'll let us in. i miss james. i'm stressed out about this winter.

"some say more with their hands, i'm running as fast as i can.."

naomi ruth- i love you.
zen- keep your chin up.
summer- where has our love gone?.
brent- i hope your teeth feel good.
theresa- someday we'll see each other again.
sarah brown- if we go to asia together, i'll be happier than a pig in.. well, y'know, shit.

"all over the world......"

i love earl grey tea.