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I want that job. Actually I pray that I get the job. It's almost selfish I think to want something you already have, I have a great job. But I want this job. I've worked so hard and I sort of fought my way up the ladder to get to the sicu, and now I want to work at a bank? I know Im crazy. I miss my family, and I miss my best friend. I wish that ( Read more... )

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Everything is pretty stable up in the air. If you know what I mean by that, may god have mercy on your soul. Mom is moving back to Baton Rouge, I am moving in with John, and Janies is not going to have to have an “operation”. I’m in debt, the stress just doesn’t end. The weather is hot as hell. I work all of the time. I dyed my hair back to brown, ( Read more... )

Life has gone on without me. I almost expected it to halt. I didnt think I could survive without the people in my life, and they couldnt without me. I was so wrong. It's like, there they go, there they are growing up without me, the poeple I grew up with. The people I love more then air. Nic has a show at the Caterie tomorrow night (Friday night) ( Read more... )

fuck you live journal for fucking up the longest post i have made in months!

gina and jason came

john was awesome

mom was a bitch

i hate my job

that sums it all up. damn you live journal!

rose colored glasses!

why am i always made out to be some kind of monster. some mean raving bitch. i try too hard, i work too hard, and i care too much. i am fed up with this. i am fed up with always having to defend myself. i am fed up with lies. i am fed up with words being put into my mouth. i hate this dying feeling. i am so tired of feeling guilty for doing what i ( Read more... )

I hate the quite car rides. It says loud and clear, "end of relationship". Its so yucky. Its always after an important event. Tonight wasnt played up to be an important meet my parents type of event but any time you meet someones parents for the first time it is important. I just realized I didnt even shake his parents hands. I was so nervous I ( Read more... )

I just woke from a really bad dream. The way the demons in the dream looked reminded me of a lot of movies Ive seen in the past. Im having a weird moment. I think it was a type of sign though, Ive been feeling like Ive been getting a lot of signs lately. Ive made some changes in my heart recently, and something out there doesnt like it. Something ( Read more... )