needs to occur, when you think things you don't need to think which draws focus from what you ought to be thinking about. Distracting thoughts that need to cease, they don't help. I need to get the system refined. Stop stop stop ahhhh. By the by, other than distracting thoughts I need to flush I am pretty good.

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I am worried, sad, and unmotivated for no particular reason. My gut is sensing bad things coming, is it because there are actually bad things coming? Has the bad events just gotten me accustomed to expecting bad shit to happen, am I temporarily in a good situation that I feel it is too good far what it is? I don't know I don't know I don't know

I am still feeling all that coffee I drank. Which is bad, because I need a little sleep before work. And I really didn't get any work done on the site, which is what I intended to do today, I sat, drank coffee, and read a book instead. Ugh, I am not looking forward to work tomorrow. But on the upside, I am making a checklist for life. Now that I ( Read more... )

get this, for the first time in a long time i am reading.... a book. i had stopped reading for fun long ago but i have decided to start again. also this is being written from my new ipaq. a fun little toy that i picked up at my company auction. so i will probably sell my old palm. any takers?

But don't want to, and Third Eye Blind is enabling me

my self control invilving things that a keep me in good habits has really diminished since I broke up.... I really need to rectify that.

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I can't help that the overly religious scare me, and it is becoming more widespread the fear they cause in me.

I intended to get some things accomplished today with my site, but instead I went out to lunch, customized my desktop, installed some games, and browsed craigslist, I need to get some stuff done.