Comments | superwonder: "...a language I can hear"

superwonder

"...a language I can hear"

Feb 11, 2007 01:39

Chris wasn't online when I returned from the supermarket. I almost got into a fistfight at the supermarket -if you believe. The apex of my emotional rollercoaster thus far... I wanted to talk to him, wanted to find some solace from what is happening to me lately, but he left me an online message saying he was tired and going to bed. I was even ( Read more... )

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star382000 February 11 2007, 19:29:26 UTC

So much I want to respond to yet I do not know what to say to most of them!! First off, I know for a fact that you are at least one person's hero. You are my hero. And there are communities that welcome you as you are, sometimes you just need to wait and search for single people who do, and they can help you to find those communities. You are a beautiful person!! You are an amazing person and in this world so wrought with hate, inside at who you really are, you are a superwonder, so full of love and wanting everyone to be happy. Before you can find those communities that welcome you for you, first you need to welcome yourself for who you are, all of your "faults" included. We are all perfect in our imperfections. We are the way we are for a reason, sure that reason may be to change and become someone better, but we need to embrace who we are and love ourselves so that others may see how strong and amazing we truly are and feed from that positive energy, that loving energy. I feel like I am rambling. I just want to say, that ( ... )

star382000 February 19 2007, 09:59:41 UTC

kate, i want to say thank you for these words that have helped to carry me through the week. i didn't reply so soon because after i read your comment, i was beside myself with emotion. i just wanted everything you said to sit in me and for it to fill the quiet, and just to see what there was to see. i'm not making sense here, and that's because it's still too much to put into words...maybe it will be this way always. it's like nothing in the world had changed, except now i had these words to help light the way. to hold my hand. i was not alone. and i could better stand and face the world. and, so, i had a much better week.

thank you for that. thank you for every time i've fallen before this, and you've helped to pick me up. you are always a most exceptional saving grace. thank you, dear friend.

superwonder February 19 2007, 10:05:16 UTC

that's me up there...i forgot to sign in, hehe

melissa_ally February 15 2007, 02:49:33 UTC

You break my heart to hear your dissatisfaction with yourself. You are a beautiful person and so kind. You have the world to give. Open your heart, we're here for you. I've been to the depths in my life as well but you can come back.

melissa_ally February 19 2007, 10:03:49 UTC

thank you, melissa.

you're right, we do come back. it seems so impossible while you're in the thick of it, but it's like just putting one foot in front of the other, the simple task of walking...of doing, even when you don't know why anymore.

and you are right. i am better. and i think i am back. yes, i feel that i am. i am so blessed to have such kind friends. thank you so much. thank you for helping to lift me back up :) thank u, always!

superwonder February 19 2007, 10:06:28 UTC

forgot to sign in above, lol ;P

melissa_ally February 20 2007, 13:21:34 UTC

anytime, that's what I'm here for!