the sun shining from between the leaves, created a magical moment which bought serenity, calmness, and joy to my heart. i asked myself am I happy, and what am i striving for in life, where am i going. I couldnt reply, because I didnt know the answer. sometimes i lose myself in this busy world and life. theres so much to do, yet I do nothing. so ( Read more... )

I wish I had the courage to do something that i wanted. no matter how may i appear, i a always haunted by what others might think, in certain taks that i do, not all, but some . why is there this division, why cant i strive to adopt a unilateral attitude towards all my undertakings, that is Do it and then think about the results.

well, left from delhi to reach my home town Bangalore 2100 IST, was very sad to leave my cuz behind, who has set up a new definition for how far someone can go caring about a lousy guy like me. she has been so kind, generous, sweet and considerate to me that I really wish she was my real sister, and then I could take care of her, and shoo away any ( Read more... )

talked to my friend today, who I have trusted and relied on a lot recently, she has become a good friend. but today when she was talking, I could sense a lil arrogance and self indulgance, I only tried being nice to her in return of which I could only sense coldness(I think its too harsh on her, considring we were kidding, we always chat like that ( Read more... )

went for coffee with my bro's friend. only the 3 rd or fourth person who I have got aling very well, as soon as I met them, very good listener, down to earth, and nonssuming. wish world was full of more such kinda ppl. .

bangalore has been a drag recently, hardly anyone to go out with, and I'm not the the kind of person who just picks up the phone and calls people, although I should. for some reason I always think that im'm a burden of everyone, my friends, and my family,. but especially people who I kinda know well, but not too well, its very hard for me to ( Read more... )

Radiocity was playing “Sweet Child of Mine,” which reminded me of a memorable night. I was so smashed that night, and the couple of blocks that I walked seemed interminable and ghostly. I had drank, smoked, and done god knows what else. My mood wasn’t the best, but then we went to this party and I had a blast. Once again I lived up the reputation ( Read more... )

i'm tired and exasperated with myself. I want to be successfull and happy but I'm not willing to work hard. success comes with determination and desperation and I possess neither of those until now, I think by luck, or by destiny its gonna rain success and happiness while I'm holding my arms wide open. little do I know, how to make best use of my ( Read more... )

my freind started telling me stories of beings from a different world. it all started with he mentioning jeffrey archer being in jail because society thinks he is a psycho, his imagination runs really wild and travels to places unknown to most of us. then he wen to describe some of his pals' expierences about psychic stuff, i was freaking out.. ( Read more... )

-Do you know what happens when you hurt people?' ---When you hurt people, they begin to love you less. that's what careless words do.they make people love you a little less."