I was having dinner today with my mom, a lil cuz and beloved brother,(just kidding) having a nice conversation with my inquisitive guest. When my elder brother at first asks the little guy to shut up politely( an you not talk on the dinner table), and when he retorts, why shouldn’t he talk, the elder one says, just because it is not good to talk ( Read more... )

I’ve never experienced such solitude in my life despite being surrounded by my own family and several other people. It all started with me drinking heavily in front of my parents. I was vacationing with them in Goa, and of course my persistent drinking, resulted not only in my part inebriation but also constant squabbles, and dejected, desolate ( Read more... )

why am i so bad at reading girl's minds, and taking cues. I often tend to steer towards the cautious side, and suffer later. isn;t it better to take risks, and maybe be happy. I haven't been able to enter a single relationship in my enite life, and I don't see why. I really dont have a reasonan or an excuse. it puts me into a quandry and I ask ( Read more... )

wassup, long time , huh. well seeing a lot of changes around. a lot of my friends have grown and matured so much, its good to see that. they might have different ideoligies, earlier self aggrandizingly I always tended to dismiss other person's ideology, comparing it with my utopian one, without shredding a hint of that of my condescending opinion ( Read more... )

I said to myself "oh my gosh, she is gorgerous," as soon as I saw her. I had just met my childhood friend after six looong years and my god was she looking wonderful. after crossing the portals of her teen years she has transformed into a lady , graceful, elegant, and yes beautiful. But something about her was still the same, her aura and her ( Read more... )

sometimes when ou wander far off from your natural habitat, life becomes more dry and inspid. I've realized the importance of friendships and relationships. while i was at college, I complained a lot about the weather, poverty and tons of other things, and while I'm here at home, I have everything, money, car, luxuries, the only thing missing is my ( Read more... )

Driving back with thunderstorms and a reason to worry(i missed an inportnat meeting) my heart was exhilarated and my mind satisfied. I had just seen oakenfold, digweed, sasha and chemical brothers. their music always serves as a device to regenerate my soul, enjoy freedom and just be happy. I went to their concert this sunday and fulfilled my ( Read more... )

Last nite was a rerun of my freshmen year. havent drank like that since very long. mixed two kinds of rum, tequila and some blue sorta drink. but surprisingly I still remeber everythign from last nite. it was fun walking in a big group of ppl form party to party, there was a live band playing at one, which was great and I wanted to stay but couldn' ( Read more... )

today i discovered another fact about myself. I always try and convince myself that I am trying hard, and hat even after trying hard I'm not acheiving the desired results. Such a lie, I know that I never try hard or long enough and always blame my failure on the circumstances. for e.g- whenever I want to quit smoking, i never finish the process or ( Read more... )

Can i be free
can my soul and spirit be free
Can i learn from others
can others learn to be free
mind is beautiful , use it
caring is godly, prove it
Smile is rare, share it
Life is short , live it
Love is immoral, declare it
Prove to urself,
what you are capable of
Surive Survive Survive