I awaken today from a drunken stupor. A single voice message on my phone; my new boss telling me i dont need to come into work today. Hinting towards i am going to be let go ( Read more... )

So kate left last weds. She isnt gonna come back... i just feel it ( Read more... )

So Kate has been spending alot of money, sending me flowers, chocolate anb balloons.

She keeps begging me for a relationship, but i just dont know...

Sigh... :'(

Alot has happened ( Read more... )

I miss people from my past. Old friend who became enemies. I miss Mike, Nick and Amanda ( Read more... )

I dont know whats wrong with me... I am so conflicted on so many fronts. I'm not sure where i stand, where i begin and others end ( Read more... )

I am going to be going away. Moving. It will be some place far away. I already know where but I dont want anyone to know.
It's very secluded and not even on this side of the world.

I will be going away and I dont plan to ever come back.

Its been awhile.
I fogot my password for alittle but also didnt have much interest in writing for awhile.

Stuff has happened...

Fucked up my car of course... gonna be alot to fix.

I was hospitalized... I am fine.

Thinking alot.

Wish i was dead. Nothing usual there.

I just want to be left alone.

Hmm.... Oh, btw i forgot to put in here that i got a car. good car, runs great, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

A few small changes are being placed on my live journal. For instance, non LJ users will not be able to comment. This is done so kate cant comment and communicate with me ( Read more... )