It is so hot today! It feels great outside on my patio furniture though! I was playing with samson all day and so he's a pretty happy doggie! Now he's just layed up in the shade chillin. I'm so bored and since Howard is on the computer I'm on my blackberry. And since I've already checked my myapace and everything else, all that was left was to blog ( Read more... )

can I just say that I love my husband more every day!!! I'm so in love with him its silly!! I love spending time with him! laying in bed forever and then making breakfast for us and just being with him. I finally am experiencing real love, the kind you always talk about! yeah ( Read more... )

so I have this friend who is having some issues in her life and she is in some need of comfort. I offered to stay the night on friday and keep her company to help get through this time. when I mentioned it to my husband the next morning he said he was uncomfortable with it. so we talked for a while about it and he finally said I could go. but I ( Read more... )

girl! I can't believe it. I just can't! I was sure it was a boy this whole time and I was clearly wrong!! I'm worried about how I will raise a daughter. I didn't worry about raising a boy. I think whats intimidating is that girls can be very dramatic and I don't think I'll really know how to deal with that. hopefully she'll be cool like us. she's ( Read more... )

Friday is the big day that we find out what we are having! This baby is getting more active everyday, I go to sleep and he's moving and I wake up and he's moving! What a blessing it is to feel life inside of you! It was great to know it had a heart beat but nothing beats feeling it moving around getting comfy! Its kinds weird that I'm sharing my ( Read more... )

week 15!!!! I made it!!!! I can't believe it. I think I might really have a baby come october. and I'm totally scared! I want to say that I'll make it work but I know that the Lord will make it work for me! he blessed me with this life and he will surely help me provide for it! he provides for me and that infant will be so much more worthy than I! ( Read more... )

So today I'm 14 weeks pregnant and had my fifth ultrasound and our baby is growing well inside of me. Its hard to believe it's just chillin in there and then I see the ultrasounds and he sure is! today he/she was sucking its thumbing and opening and closing its mouth! what an amazing blessing! its growing so much! well that's all. I haven't posted ( Read more... )

so I got the results back from my biopsy. It was non-cancerous tissue. they said it was overgrowth of the normal uteran tissue, so she scraped it all out when she did the biopsy. so I'm healthy. that's the good news! on the other hand I'm fucking annoyed right now!!!! I can't even pinpoint why I just know that my husband is irritating the fuck out ( Read more... )

I get the results back from my procedure a week from today. well last night I had a dream that I went into the doctors office and she said "well sarah, you have endemetriosis" ahhhh!!! I know that this is just me over thinking everything but I'm still so nervous! I shouldn't be but the truth is that I don't know what is inside of me and that is ( Read more... )

so I had my procedur today and it revealed something very interesting. the bottom part of my uterus is all healthy tissue and the top as some stuff on it that looks like cotton almost. it clearly is lacking blood supply so they took a sample to biopsy and from there we will find out what it is and then hopefully find out how to get rid of it. She ( Read more... )