So I just want you all to know.
I change my feelings a lot
and I say things I don't mean 98% of the time.

If I say something about you
chances are three days later
I'm going to feel differently.

I don't mind losing friends, though.


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if you remember me being alive, i made a new journal. i dont know why, ive been doing this on and off for 6 years now, but maybe ill remember to post in my new one.

it's apheasant

everyone in his life would mistake it as love.

i want a tattoo that says "warning"

my grandma jurgonski died today.

FUCK im so fucked ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being fat. Overweight. Feeling healthy. If I could be thinner, I would be the happiest camper, ever.

alright;
microdermal piercing(s) on my chest
maybe a snug piercing on my ear
get a TINY ear stretch, like 6 or 8 gauge
anchor tattoos on ankles
tattoo on back of arm
tattoo behind ear

thats my plans. I need CASH.

so much going on.

IUSB = college, I believe. Looking for apartments with ally. Dealing with a possible ulcer and possible heart palpitations. Dealing with two jobs and still not enough money. Dealing with a lack of a car. Dealing with the family. Dealing with financial issues.

Dealing with life, like always.

well, since nobody wants to awkwardly talk to me about it, I just found out that both of my grandparents have inoperable cancer ( Read more... )

I'm no good.

and I wake up alone.