i think i set up my first livejournal account when i was 17? i remember asking daniel for an invite. it has probably been the only true journal i've ever actively kept for any period of time. i thought about how it might be a huge mistake to re-read old entries since for the most part this is where i came to bury bad feelings. but it wasn't so bad ( Read more... )

"
i know the newness of it all seems right
but baby i'm no fool and i've got pride
this happily-ever love shit just lasts a while.

i know you think you love me
but love ain't never stopped nobody from creeping around
every once in a while
when things start to settle down

and so i won't look like a clown
imma call it now.
"

i told you so, s.

we may be speaking...
but i haven't heard you say a word.

i have to believe its you. and not me.

never should've been introduced to that.
i don't deserve to get used to that.

i have a tattoo on my right wrist that reads 'john 15:7.' gospel of john, chapter fifteen, verse seven ( Read more... )

i wouldn't say i'm awfully difficult to please. but i'm a girl, so i'm sure any boy reading/hearing/seeing that is shaking their head in disbelief ( Read more... )

"never was much of a romantic,
i could never take the intimacy.
and i know i did damage,
cuz the look in your eyes is killing me.
i guess you're at an advantage,
cuz you can blame me for everything.
and i don't know how imma manage...
if one day you just up and leave."

-kanye.

i use this journal as a form of self-exploration. entries will be both negative, positive. contrary to popular belief, i'm a pretty happy individual. and this journal has helped me get there.

most of my more personal entries will be friends-only and may have comments disabled.

take this for what it is.

If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you ( Read more... )