Sometimes I'm so damn useless. I had one lesson today - ONE. Did I make it? No. The concept of going to school was so awful that I cut, and realised after a short while that perhaps my cuts weren't as harmless as I intended ( Read more... )

'Giving cutting a break' didn't work.

It was my birthday on Wednesday.

These two events were completely unrelated.

Things have been going as usual. Less people perhaps, I'm slowly pushing everyone away ( Read more... )

This desk really does need cleaning, it's covered with plates, cups, jewellery, remotes, CD's. Who knows what else. Found a blade and a couple blood-covered bandages there the other day, must have forgotten to throw them away. Good thing my parents stay out of this room ( Read more... )

This isn't much more than a convenience, as a reslt of things I've seen floating around our wonderful web and RYL especially. Journals seem pretty pointless, I always thought they were a private thing but seemingly I've been living a lie :-S ( Read more... )