ugh

[surf_colorado]

god, things are so retarded right now. i feel like such an outsider, i've lost someone who once was my best friend. i feel so unincluded, does anyone actually care if they see me? i look at pictures of her and her new friends and its like i never even existed. plans made in the past are just that: the past. it seems like there is no future

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[jess_is_here]

UGH yeah, I am SO ready to get out of here.

[bound_to_ramble]

for now all i have is b.a.r.t. and cigarettes
bella, vodka, and ganja.

sounds like the story of my life... except the bella part. i wish bella was my friend.

[surf_colorado]

yeah, she's pretty tight.

i guess we aren't really like fans of the popular crowd (excluding a few, like you...)

[bound_to_ramble]

loooooool. since when am I part of that beezy bopper crowd? puh-lease!

[surf_colorado]

lol well it seems that you hang out with them, i could be wrong... i've only ever been to like 2 or 3 bentley parties, how sad is that?

[ramenth]

Ryle Hira.

[birdlily]

hey lover`

i will definitely call you sometime this weekend, sorry im being such a shitty cousin =(

ummm and pal came to ny and i wasnt allowed to see him because my dad said he went insannnne in CA...i need to hear stories! lol

how's your nosey doing?

xoxoxooxoxxo times infinity
-lily

[surf_colorado]

HEY BABEH! yeah, call me and i'll give you stories for sure. my nose is fabulous, i could post pictures i suppose.

AHHH i miss you.

pal is fucking crazy, but he finally went home on like, wednesday.

CALL ME:)

<3333