oh shit.

i'm going to delete my LiveJournal.

so i never post in my live journal anymore. since my last post i'm officially in college. i don't really have that much to say except i have 2 great roommates and i am LOVING it here...

this entry is for people that i haven't talked to in a long time. andy? erynn? other people? how are all of you? it seems like i've totally lost contact with so many people and now i read about your lives and i have no idea what's going on.

it's been a long time but i don't really have that much to say...

god, things are so retarded right now. i feel like such an outsider, i've lost someone who once was my best friend. i feel so unincluded, does anyone actually care if they see me? i look at pictures of her and her new friends and its like i never even existed. plans made in the past are just that: the past. it seems like there is no future ( Read more... )

i want to die.

god i am so fucking pissed right now that i could seriously like............. kill a feather. okay, that's an underestimation. so basically i got treated like i didn't even exist today at school and my "friendship" with who used to be basically my best friend is over. then i have to go out to fucking dinner with my family but my brother gets out of ( Read more... )

so here i am to update, once again. i'm hellof listening to like old school music right now. it's hellof trippy. i was thinking about this earlier tonight when i was talking to becca about how high school really hasn't been that bad, i mean it hasn't. nothing like really terrible happened, yeah i had a major injury, didn't walk for 6 months, and ( Read more... )

so it's been hella days since i've posted, hella days. life is pretty okay... i'm more than mediocrely behind in school as senioritis begins to tighten its grip even more... bella's birthday was yesterday, she is so totally 18 now which is awesome, how come i am like the youngest senior in existence? i don't turn 18 til the end of june ( Read more... )