aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! i hate holding this in, and i really hate pretending. i hope i don't always have to.

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Wait a minute now, I'll see you when I come back ( Read more... )

Poll who's actually reading LJ anymore?

If in 6 months the situation allows this to happen i may end up moving in with leanne and trevor...into the apartment. who knows. and of course its if the situation allows and if i'm still planning on being here...just a lot of "ifs". but it would be nice i think.

totaled the garage door...
hopefully home owners insurance can cover it...
i'm fucked...
stayed up until 430am fixing it with the two most awesome guys ever...
looks better...doesn't run though.
fuck.

i was to young, to naive, and to in love to have ever thought it would come to this ( Read more... )

I can feel it slipping away.
I can tell from the tone in your voice alone.
I'm scared because rather than feeling sad or upset...
i just feel...nothing.

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