Fido died.
now fluffy's all alone and i feel really bad for him. he's so small and helpless :( i'm never going to allow something to be put in my care again, i'm like a plague. i just kill everything i fucking touch. whatever.

Leanne and I are now the proud parents of two lovely little goldfish, Fluffy and Fido. Fluffy is about half an inch long and fido...well...fido's just a normal sized goldfish. Fido seems a bit paranoid, then again, he's only a goldfish. Fluffy seems like a sweet loveable goldfish...as loveable as they get anyway. So there you have it folks, two ( Read more... )

i got a job.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow.
Stage Manager for Mr. BHS and its going to be hectic and crazy.
...stupid boys...
i wish i could just stay in the shower forever.

you just found out you have 24 hours left to live...honestly...what would you do?

really, everyone should answer this...but really think about it first.

a very sweet thing happend to me today. i came home from school, walked into my room and was greeted by a lovely bouquet of flowers. it turns out daniel sent them to me which was very sweet of him. so because i don't know how else to get ahold of him...daniel if you ever read this...thank you so much. that was very very kind of you and i love them ( Read more... )

why can't i get rid of anything? i have letters from well over 10 years ago. i mean, honestly. is there any point in keeping these things anymore? i have to get rid of them at some point don't i? i keep every note, letter, and birthday card given to me. today i thought i could begin getting rid of them...but i can't bring myself to do it and i don' ( Read more... )

sleep has not been my friend recently. thats no ones fault but my own, to many thoughts...ect. i'm not prepared for any of this. i thought i was...but i'm not. mainly due to lack of money. actually COMPLETELY due to lack of money. worrying that i need to stay here in case my mom ever comes back. i was under the impression for quite sometime that ( Read more... )

i'm an idealist. almost to an unhealthy extent. but then, what is unhealthy? as long as i am able to maintain a firm grasp on reality i see nothing wrong with idealism. i rather, choose to allow myself to escape into a world where i am much happier. the only thing i see so detrimental to being so idealistic on my part is getting so caught up in the ( Read more... )

please...just let me hold onto this feeling.

gone.

.accept.
Yes, its that easy.