The music boomed out of the giant speakers located strategically all over the club, as I poured my emotions out in dance I couldn't help but feel a twinge of sadness; sadness I thought could be forgotten by the pulsating beats yet managed to grow stronger. Dance after dance with endless beautiful girls and still her face was not erased from my mind ( Read more... )

I've never felt more sad in my life

Im in love, SIGH ( Read more... )

The rain came down hard, in thick sheets, the windshield wipers too slow to wipe the drops away clear. We pulled over and waited out the rain, excited for what could happen. Going back to the place where we first met girls who put us in a trance unlike any other, made us lose focus and interest in anyone else. The ride was just as enjoyable as the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I imagine peoples deaths, and it actually makes me cry so I get worked up over nothing. Sometimes I want to say I love you but I don't since its not something I've been taught to say openly ( Read more... )

Well it doesn't seem like I'll talk to either of you today before I leave tomorrow morning to LA. I won't be on after 6:30 tonight so have a good week and I'll see ya when I get back.

Sometimes I feel the world is spinning so fast I just might fly out, or like Im hanging off a cliff and letting three fingers go, teasing myself to an early grave, but deciding to hold on at the last minute ( Read more... )

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The darkness sucks me in, doesn't let go
Taking gulps of air to satisfy my lungs
Make the stinging go away
But all I need is you, to get me out of this
Where are you now when I need you most

The further I go, the daker it gets till Im enveloped in black
I think I'd like my life back
But whats the point without you

I hate the feeling of liking someone alot. At least when I didn't I spent my time reading and not thinking about anyone really. Now its like all I want to do is talk to this person. I think Im changing, for the better or worse I dont know.I live in this little town where everyone acts and dresses the same. Then I go to school, college of all ( Read more... )