wishing, wanting yours for the taking.........

"how about this....we just forget this whole convo we just had and say it never happened"

"that would be good"

"i already forgot"

well i cant forget......
but this shouldnt bug me.
cuz we are JUST friends.

arent we??

my heart dropped.
we didnt even make eye contact.
i just ran out the door.

and tonight for the first time since everything...a single tear ran down my cheek.

i'm playing with fire.
i know i'm gonna get burned.

i wish i knew what you are thinking when you look at me.

stop you're making me blush.

i've finally met my match.

apart feels so right.
but the pain feels so wrong.

how can everything we've built fall apart so quickly?

i dont know what to do anymore.

help me God.

if it hurts this bad, it cant be right, cant it??

i cant even think about you.

it makes me sick.