I'm so confused right now. 
What do you do when the one person you want is the one you absolutely can't have? I know I have no chance with this person and I've accepted that. I did a long time ago. 
The messed up thing about it all is that I just can't get over it -- over him.  For a while, I thought all my feelings towards him were gone and all that ( Read more... )

So tomorrow I have to hand in the $100 check to Lehman for the French exchange trip. 
Mom doesn't want me to go. She thinks I'm gonna be miserable or that the host family is going to be a bunch of creeps or something. She doesn't think I can take care of myself. It's a week for christ's sake! Even if I was miserable, surely I could last a week. 
I'm ( Read more... )

Summer is almost over.  Obviously, that sucks. I have 3 books to read, some essays to write, not to mention a bunch of articles too. Anyone who knows me should know that despite the fact that there's basically a week until school starts, I haven't really gotten anything done at all. There's also the whole college issue. I just don't know what to do ( Read more... )