Tried my best but I had to retreat to the restroom to cry my eyes out. Earlier co workers were asking me why are you crying, I just replied, "well my love died and I have an Indian burn on my heart right now, leave me alone". I'm about to take my first cigarette break ever at work, usually I drink a bottle of water but today nicotine and pain ( Read more... )

I want to die now, my babe is gone.....

End of my family line.....and it sucks.

The love of my life is gone.....so saddening. God Carly!!!! What happened to making beautiful babies with me instead you settled for that when I was going to propose to you in February where Troy and Lelaina met at the end....

Pregnant for the last time......

Last year you were asking the man you are pregnated with for free drinks, because you didn't give a shit about him just using him, the prophecy is fulfilled. God you are ignorant. Enjoy that Chris Gaines Mexican hybrid baby, idiot.

Glad the love of my life is pregnant after dating Chris Gaines for 4 months, you went from sugar to shit. Enjoy. He has yuppie money, a jeep (fag) and likes bad music. Hope your kid likes Norma Jean and other hot topic music. I mean I wish I had a girl riding a bomb in douche Ed hardy tattoos on my Facebook, cool cover page brah.

It's been such a long time since we last spoke like 6 months ago. I just miss you alot. I found myself crying alot today while driving and listening to The Lions cover of Dylan's girl from the north country. I miss you so much; your voice, your eyes, your laugh, your smell, your skin next to mine and everything else. I always felt better about ( Read more... )

Go to visit my parents, my mom tells me I need a suit and I'm like ok. She says she doesn't know how long she is going to be around and wants me to have something nice if she dies. Then she keeps asking me if she is going to be a grandma soon before she can't walk anymore? She's like hurry up I retire next year from work and I can take care of your ( Read more... )

Been crying all day and I've decided to lock myself in my room and just watch sons of anarchy. Too depressed to see anyone or even go out alone. Jesus I hate life right now. Courtney Love concert needs to happen sooner because this sadness and depression is dragging out too long. I find escapism now in going to concerts, too bad for me they aren't ( Read more... )