You thought I was a douche for buying a dodge truck with a hemi yet you you always said your dream car was a dodge challenger which also has a hemi and your current boyfriend drives a gas guzzler too (a fucking jeep you hypocrite) You were mad at me for being 30 and not wanting kids yet you date a 39 year old who has none and you get knocked up by ( Read more... )

This band sucks alot but this song is amazing because it reminds me of you......and you showing me Reality Bites (we wrassled on your couch jokingly) and it was the most amazing movie ever, forever thank you for that baby pushpop.

Found the old pictures of us when you were 19 and I was 21 and we sat in a photo booth at baybrook mall and took goofy photos with your knife and stuff. Ughh kill me please. Tried to post them on here well the ljapp version and scrapbook is down, oh well.

That's the story of my life.....

Billy Corgan and Morrissey are my friends tonight

I can't stop crying, I'm going to head to a bar and play depressing music and drown my sorrows.

I got really depressed thinking about you today. It's going to be sad when your child asks you one day, mommy how did you and dad meet and fall in love? (It will happen trust me, I remember asking my mom at the age of 6 when a girl I had a crush on left me in the school playground to sit with another boy) Are you going to tell your child a year ago ( Read more... )

Streams running down my cheeks, you are going to make a great mom, wish I could be there to see when it happens. Fuck my life..... I'm going to bed now, only way to stop crying is to try to sleep through it. God Carly I miss you so much, ill still pray for you like I've always done. Hope your parents are happy and proud of you. I'm sure John is ( Read more... )

I love bowling but honestly I can't pick myself up to do anything right now, sorry Matt T and Kevin C, think I'm just going to stay home and cry. When it rains, it fuckin shit storms on me. Right now I just want to pull a Randal and ride a go kart by myself to escape shit or go skip rocks at a pond.

To go through this much pain and heartache, god I should have been aborted or to not even exist.