they arent.and there isnt really a they anymore its more of a him...if thats what youre talking about. you know he isnt, ive told you he isnt. you guys are too different to compare.
looking back at your journal..i see the crap i put you through..the flip flopping. i deserve this. i deserve far worse if thats possible. im sorry. i cant say it enough. im sorry. you dont punish me enough-at all and therefore its my responsibility. there are so few traces of me. thinking about it its crazy how much being w/ you shook up my existence and how little it seems to have effected yours-thats not meant to sound hateful..just an observation..im glad, i can never forgive myself for the pain i put you through tom, i'm so sorry, there is no excuse no excuse or reason of explanation except that im screwed up but still thats a cop-out and im sorry. know that you mean and have meant more to me than any other person ever has-more than both of them combined-i mean that i really do. i love you..goodnight
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