i dont want to be awake anymooooooore...being awake is so over rated...in dreams...anything can happen...the worst thing in your life can happen...but then you will wake up and its not even real...i wanna be asleep where there isnt any lasting pain...thatd be pretty neat...you can experience pain wake up in a cold sweat....and immediatly realize ( Read more... )

"nothing echos like an empty mailbox"

"so tell me...i need to know it...when do the good things start?"

"dear pen pal i hear where you live is really quite far, could you please send directions, that i somehow can get where you are?"

...i lost my chewed on pencil...

...i am charlie brown

revert to two entrys ago...there again....podfl;dnh;n im not going to be and never was good enough...im not him...i cant be and will never be i wish i was...as good as him...i hate this i hate it...i really do...i just...gasdfjklafj

so im charlie brown in my schools musical...pretty rad!!!! but im really going to have to work with it to make this show great...5 solos of my own plus all tyhe ones with everyone else its crazy but yeah...and things with a certain someone are good i think!!! and yeah church is awesome and everything is good...minus ap us history but whatever ( Read more... )

well havnt updated since july 4th...so prolly no one will read this...but i thought i would update...so i realized alot has happened since last update...to keep brief back with church awesome...working at paneras cool...might be in musical for school...would be neat...had and now lost a most amazing person and it really really sucks...thats where ( Read more... )

ireland...was....amazing...it was the best time ive had in my entire life...ever

i love you baby!!! im glad we can talk again

you are the most amazing thing ever....

<33333333333333

tomorrow bits!!!!!! i leave for ireland! call and give an address if you want postcard biaaaas! im so excited

and to top it off before i leave my babys coming to see me im so happy right now like no one knows...

because of YOU

i am so lucky in so many ways ( Read more... )

i am THE LUCKIEST person evaaaaaa! lol

and ya know what sunday monday tuesday and im gonnnnnneeeeeee

ill miss YOU!

"And you said, this is the first day of my life
Glad I didn’t die before I met you
Now I don’t care, I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy"

im so happy!!!!! BECAUSE OF YOU!...you rock.

IRELAND IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!IM SO EXCITED HOPE YALL WILL MISS MEEEEEE