been a lonnng time since i updated but life is alright i like it...talking to my nrocpopper again which is supppper awesome....and hanging out with my buds everday kicks...so ready for summer!!!! and IRELAND IN EXACTLY 2 WEEKS!!!!!! HOW FLIPPING AMAZING IS THAT!?!? yeah thats my life as of now pretty okay

things are looking up...better grades...lots of cool people in my life...schools under control...got a handle on everything with people...and just...things are lookin like they could become really good...and i hope they do!

okay... i dont know what im updating to say ( Read more... )

so i know not so many people read this anymore...being i barly ever update it...but ( Read more... )

ugh ive been feeling so crap lately about everything...i just cant wait till spring break its what i need...to just lay around sleep...alot...and to be able to really working on keeping all my friends and renewing all the friendships ive lost lately and trying to work everything out with everyone...i just want this week to go by fast...please let ( Read more... )

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away ( Read more... )

well...missy broke up with me...hlskdufh;hjsdg;jsd...i mean as much as i talked about how i knew i would mess up and stuff...i really didnt expect that to be the end...its just...lkuhgfdoh...it hasnt even been a day and i miss her more then i can say...she means so much to me...and the thing is i dont blame her at all...she did absolutly nothing ( Read more... )

ahh today not soo good...i got bummed and crap off a bunch of stuff then let really stupid stuff that had happened with miss bother me and it shouldnt have... babe im so sorry when it seems like you make me sad and stuff like yeah im stupid emo about alot of crap like all the time...im gunna try to be better... even if i dont have to i want to... ( Read more... )

well the weekend was good i suppose...long but really good in alot of ways ( Read more... )

okay....been a long time since i updated...and umm alot of stuff has happened...but im not gunna type it all cuz i tried that...and then exited out of the screen and thats a pain and im not gunna retype it all...but generally...thank you all for everything lately...for all the laving and caring everyone has given me in such like a rough time for me ( Read more... )