I only wish I had the "flowery" words that I've read in some other LJ's....Holy Christ in a wash pail people...I know that my wife has commmented several times on how fucking screwed up some people that we all know are...those of you who know me...probably know EXACTLY who and what I'm talking about....So why am I going off on a rant about this... ( Read more... )

....And yes here I said that I would use my journal every day...problem is that every day comes wayyyy too quickly and being the selfish dick that I am at times...I want "wipey" time...I want "mom" time...and dammit to hell I even want a little "me" time...second problem is...that I notice when I DO use my little online sanctuary that is the Waves ( Read more... )

Go me....it's my IQ....I'm a genius....or purely exhausted....*chanting*

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Might I just say, who gives a damn??? It's the Patriots (oh say can you seeeee) and the Eagles (I don't see birds in flight), mind you I obviously didn't give a shit about the game...however one more chance to possibly see yet another womans boobage makes me run to the television for Half Time and who in the skippity fuck do we get....Paul ( Read more... )

I've been sitting here for the past hour or so....reading some arcive entries...and I am awe inspired...and I am full of realization of many things....and I'm not sure why today was chosen but I have been given many chances to turn what was at times dark...into light...and in small ways along the way I have succeeded...even if just for the moment ( Read more... )

Tonight I'm alone....with my thoughts and my emotions....and portions of my past that I wish I could shut off and put away....this town does something to me....six years ago it was new and scary and hell even sterile...and it was safe....no memories to haunt me....no painful past to beat me to death....and now I look around....and it hurts...and ( Read more... )