Hmmmmmm....I want to sit down and write...trust me I really do...however I have too damned many topics right now that all run together...and not enough of each to really sit down and write them out....so I guess I'll do it like this....just get the feelings and thoughts out there and let those of you who are crazy enough to read it...do just that ( Read more... )

Man this was hard to come back to...to see that the last entry I posted was within' hours of my grandfathers death...and the hurt comes flooding right back...I remember that day vividly and keep him with me everywhere I go...dammit death is hard....you want them to live forever yet know that it's not possible....maybe we only want one another to ( Read more... )

As I sit here with tears in my eyes...I am once again faced with life and death knocking on my doorstep...and I'm looking for any small sign that will bring me some sort of calm and peace in my time of grief...is it the rain that falls...his voice in the thunder...his smile in the sunlight that peeks through from time to time on this day...will I ( Read more... )

Sometimes we don't stop often enough to tell the people we hold dearest exactly how much we love and care about them. Sometimes we don't stop to thank them for all that they bring to our lives. There are times we go along with the day to days of life and don't stop to tell them how beautiful they are to us or how sexy they are. There are those ( Read more... )

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A good wave day happens when everything in the universe is JUST RIGHT...when everything and everyone around you dances in unison...the words to the songs of their lives are different...even if just slightly...yet they all carry with them the same melody ( Read more... )

Oh what an insane, crazy month March has been so far. Maybe it's the weather...maybe it's a deeper force telling me that once again I've gotten too comfortable with my life and it's time to rock the fuckin' boat. Work has had it's ups and downs...I'm talking bad-ass roller coaster ups and downs people...it's a Yo-Yo...extreme to extreme. One ( Read more... )

Congratulations on being the creator of a new ( Read more... )